walk in the ruins

I thought I'd be able to make a living out of commissions but I think I'll have to give up. Now I really don't know what to do and that just makes me so anxious I'm unable to draw. I'm just too nervous to do it. Somehow I managed to shit this out
anyway pointless venting

this is another thing for my page which is why it's so small
the current one is getting kind of old ¯\_(ツ)_/¯